I’ve been around with girlfriends good and bad, it makes me a strange figure, like E. Howard Hunt or something; while I cannot change how I was used it is a pretzel that yields tumblers.  Although Woody Allen has spoken of meaninglessness, I don’t think they really see it that way, they are bringing their own meaning and purpose.  Allen set it up so he could spend the rest of his life on the grapevine carrying on that Crary was a lover with a 12 year old so everything he says about morality is meaningless, but they set that all up for this ends, deceiving and exploiting me, targeting me.  They never cared much for public education.   I was only 13 when they suckered me for this gang.